obstacles.

today's thursday.way bad day for me. for one, i had to have a torturous session of e-math in damn school n' any true blue tests and exams flunk-er will tell u:'' maths=0/100" and i came extremely close to being that fine epitome of that statement by scoring an all-low score of 7/30 for the ''cartesian plan'' test. screw it. whatever, i bet i'll nvr need to draw graphs when i grow up, so wth do i need to draw them now???to improve my motor skills, so that i'll learn how to use a ruler nxt time?crap.another very demoralizing event of the day was the very very very very difficult chinese test...i think once again im going to flunk it!!! how!?! i don't really wanna be labled as a failure by my teachers even though i really hate them. ok. let's see, i actually did study for the test?but none of the stuff that i studied were actuall printed on the question paper!!!wth!they really should fire lao-chen ye know?he's kinda getting on my nerves...demoralizing and cursing me everyday...giving me some crap bout' how i'll fail all my tests if i don't buck up and shittt. tell u what sir...u get a deodorant first.one more thing---the damn letter-writing test. why on earth do we need to learn how to write a complain letter!!! so that we can grow up to be aspiring complain queens and kings? i think this school is nuts. i can actually learn more staying at home surfing the net than attending lessons.wahahas.oh yea...sorry zara...can't really like make it for the study session.dui-bu-qi la!(next time yea?)ok.lets see.today i learnt the value of life, after reading an article bout' lethal injection on how stuff works.it was scary.fine, that was an understatement.it was horrendously terrible!(dramatizing).do u know they actually strap the condemned criminal to a gurney before admistering the lethal injection!!! how inhumane is that!?!im still really appalled by this fact alone. one more thing that irked me was that they actually allowed witnesses to watch the excecution. isn't that exploitation?what justifies this action? nothing, i believe. dying is already very frightening isn't the fact of being watched while dying even more scary and humiliating?i vow on my very very precious life that i'll nvr ever commit any crime that will warrant me such a terrible verdict.*sighs*my dad grt the keys to the new apartment today. that means that house is officially under our possesion...however...i feel so depressed and sorry for the previous owner.she was such a nice lady and a good friend of my granny's...she kinda watched me grow up from a little girl and stuff *sobs* didn't know why she had to move away...i'll never forget u yea?lastly, i must say treasure each moment for each moment might be your last and one day it just might be. so yea...study hard, play hard.and i might wanna consider changing my philandering ways forever and become a virtous, thrifty girl.~i wish.