omg. today was simply traumatizing for me. no words to describe. ok, but let me try to describe...imagine walking on a road and u kena knock down by a vehicle, but u don't die and u stand up and try to walk and u get hit by a bomb dropped by overhead fighter planes, u stagger but still don't die, so u stand up and try to walk and then u get blown away by the hurricane katrina, u still don't die but mustering all ounces of strenth u make ur way back to your hse. at this sight u were so happy u ran but then, 10000 birds flew overhead and started shitting on you. then you get killed by this overwhelming shitting session. uh. crap. yeah. moral of the story: shit happens. and that simply sums up what i have to say today. today was frightening, petrifying, terrifying...u get the idea. went to sch in the morning, went to the hall for assembly. no body wants to sit with me =( so sad. and some mean person still have to rub it in. haixx. insensitivity, is man's worse trait. nevermind, ironically, im sort of desensitized. crap. righttt. the time now is currently 1.10 am. after assembly went to the stadium to watch a very "exciting" captain's ball match...we were technically trashed...but well...to uphold the moral of the class i'll be dishonest and say, " guys, u guys did so well. nvm, u all didn't win. just jia youu next time." ok. im a hypocritial asshole. yeas, im being honest here. after that was talent time. proving that anglican high school is a potential oilfield for "talent-scouters"." where talents soar" is indeed an appropiate motto for anglican high school. most of the contestants were pretty much talented i guess, as in well, i personally felt that Jin Xiao's rendition of JY's guardian angel was hmms... pretty good la. quite professionally done, i guess. well, it takes lot of stuff to be able to stand in front of a crowd and sing so well... *applauses*. after that everything just went downhill. signed in shimin's autograph bk and i ripped out a page.( drew wrongly) incurred the wrath of another person. whom i think really no link la. play bridge den kena scolded, then kena ostracized, forced to sit one corner and play with my phone very AP-ily... after that left for CIP. OMG. THE HORROR BEGINS. It was just friggin' terrifying la. but well...actually quite fufilling at the end. but the beginning was simply too much for me to take. took bus dere': chai chee lane 2- XXXXX Moral Home For the Mentally Disabled(Adults). at first when i stepped into the home, i was greeted by a bunch of very enthusiastic patients, all waiting to shake my hands like as if i was erm...say a member of F4,(sad to say, this andecote wld only apply on YQ=) ) anw. we were led to this enclosed area, nrt really wide and dere were many patients, in different states i would say. some looked perfectly normal while some simply were obviously people who need help. i swore i approched all of em with a sincere heart to help ok. i really really pitied them. so much for the eradication of my evil karma. sighs. sharyn, approched this patient sitting and rolling the floor and offered a handshake...LOL...the woman burst out in fits of laughter uncontrollably. this obviously affected me alot, since im obviously human of the gigglish kind. and i too burst out laughing and damn wasn't i even louder than her. the nurses and patients all stopped to stare at me. sighs. the nurses must've been thinking why i wasn't residing in that home. another special case,was this lady who had a smile on her face with the green mug. lets' just call her the lady with the green mug. anyway, we wanted to approach her and the nurse came and told us that people wearing specatacles should keep a safe distance away frm her as she scratches people who wear specs. luckily, i don't usually wear my specs. haha.and dere's JN, my new found friend at the home. she is really hilaious la really. she keeps asking me to draw for her a house and stuff. and how my name is so easy to call and stuff. hahaha. goat star's kid. yeah dat's my name...how cool's dat eh. lol. minxue i think always kena suay stuff one la. she was leaning agianst the pillar when there was a patient strapped on to the chair on the opposite side of the pillar, placed her hand into her nose and too it out full of her bodily fluid and wiped it on minxue. and boy, wasn't i luffing my head off. oh yeah, and dere's dis guy who always put his hand on his nose and hits his belly before offering his hand for us to shake and then saying BYE BYE. trust me, he repeated that action at least a hundred times today. you know. i actually found this experience quite enjoyable. but i feel that shit happens because why are there people in this world having to face stuff like dat, up to a point where they can barely even speak or voice out, their only defences brought down by the irony of what was built to protect them in the first place- the thick brick walls of the home.